Wednesday, July 18, 2018

The Lie

The Lie

The lie feels so good while you’re lying it 
You’ve not nothing for sale, but I’m buying it 
The smoke blows a veil 
Over my eyes so I fail to define it….  

Over the years 
It’s become more and more clear 
That standing next to you  
I disappear 
Just remember that I’ll still be here 
When the curtain goes down 

If I don’t believe in what I can’t see… 

Then how do I believe you love me? 

theUntreated Depressionista

the Untreated Depressionista 


The minute you’re born 
You sign a contract to die 
The minute you speak 
You sign a contract to lie 
The minute you love 
You sign a contract to cry 
The Untreated Depressionista 
Feels so bad but looks so good 
The Untreated Depressionista 
Does everything that you think she should 
The Untreated Depressionista 
Tragically Tortured Hippie Chick – Makin’ it hip to be sick 
Self medication 
Zen meditation 
On a journey to find myself, ha 
Need a vacation 
Hyperventilation  
Don’t you worry about my mental health 
Stop go 
Fast slow 
Up down 
Spin around 
Hurray up and fuckin’ wait 
I think I’m gonna suffocate 
The Untreated Depressionista 

Tragically Tortured Hippie Chick – Makin’ it hip to be sick

Wednesday, July 4, 2018

I'm super hard to program and I'm not very user friendly. I'm basically the Apple iHuman of people.

Everything or Nothing at All

Dear Everything or Nothing at all 
I hope it’s not 
Too late for my call 
Dear Everything or Nothing at all 
Just want you to know I’m feeling so small 
Dear Everything or Nothing at all 
I’m doing my best 
But keep hitting the wall 
Dear Everything or Nothing at all 
I know that something will catch me when I fall 
You know I get so excited 
Then I’m so let down 
It’s the roller coaster 
That keeps my head in the clouds 
And my feet on the ground 
Dear Everything or Nothing at all 
I hope that I’m not 
Standing too tall 
Dear Everything or Nothing at all 
Life’s never boring 
I’m having a ball